So I am 1 month away from leaving the United States and going to an unfamiliar place that I will call home for 16 days. Tanzania? Why am I going there, God? What is going to be my purpose of there? I have no idea, but all I can do is trust. Oddly enough, right now I am listening to Kanye, "Diamonds from Sierra Leone". There are a lot of things going on in America right now, so I think two weeks in Africa will serve me well to, one, appreciate another culture and way of life. And two, appreciate my own even more.
It feels like lately as I am preparing for this, God can tell me to do ANYTHING. I have no idea where he wants me in the coming year, but I have to be in constant prayer about what he has for me, what his will is and what he desires for my life. I love music more than anything, and want to do that for the rest of my life, but how does that fall into place with the other important things in my life? The people I care for most, how does that fall into place with them? I pray that I don't sell myself short in decisions, but I also pray that I don't make hasty decisions! It's harder being 18 than I thought........
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